shit.

i have friends in my real life. not just my internet life. but my real friends dont even act like my friends. they dont call/text me to hang out and whenever i call or text them they either never reply or they just forget about me. i hate this. if someone would just invite me to do something or just to hang out and talk i wouldnt care. but since all my irl friends completely ignore me ive thought of just completely cutting them out of my life. just deleting my myspace/facebook, destroying all my old contacts. starting fresh. i hate that. i hate that i feel like shit everytime someone says they have fun cuz i never seem to have real fun anymore. fuck u milwaukee, you can suck my fucking balls.