Friday, June 5, 2009
for beth.
i know it was u. it couldve only been one person. WHAT DID YOU WANT FROM ME. YOU TOLD ME TO MOVE ON, YOU HAD TO. WHAT DO I DO TELL ME. YOU DONT TALK TO ME. ITS BEEN A FUCKING MONTH. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW IF YOU WERE ALIVE ANYMORE, NOW U COME BACK AND DO THIS? I DONT UNDERSTAND YOU. I CANT UNDERSTAND YOU. WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME? YOU THINK ITS EASY SLEEPING AT NIGHT? I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN I WANTED TO DIE. I REALLY FUCKING DID. I COULDNT DO IT THOUGH CUZ I KNEW ONE DAY I MIGHT BE ABLE TO FUCKING SEE MY FUCKING LIFE THROUGH AND ACTUALLY SEE YOU AND LIVE MY FUCKING LIFE WITH YOU. BUT YOU ENDED IT RIGHT THERE. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME.
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I think the real issue here is BETH WAI YOU NO TALK TO ANYONE BUT FORMAN ANYMORE? We all miss you. Have you just forgotten about your online life, and have moved on? I can understand if you have, but we're all just wondering if you're ever actually going to come back. If you could comment on this blog, why couldnt you contact any of us? I know Forman loved you and when you left it broke his heart so hard it was painful to watch. I don't understand how you could really think that breaking up with him would be the right answer; something that would make him feel better. Even in the long run, years from now he is going to think back and wonder. It's going to hurt everytime he thinks about you. Whenever you're name comes up when Forman is around you can automatically sense that you shouldnt have said anything because it so plainly hurts him to think about you. His blog about getting over you was obviously one of the only ways he had to convince himself that he could get over what you put him through. You say that you broke up with him to make him happy, then why couldn't you just let him try to convince himself that he could be happy without you? I can't even imagine what that comment you left did to him. Just when he was beginning to slightly feel less shitty, THAT comes down on him. Bethany, we all love you, dont doubt that; but do you care for us on the same level? Are we just some fun that you had for a few months in 2008? Just today some of us were wondering together if you were ever going to come back. Let us know.
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ReplyDeleteIt really sucks the punishment her parents inflicted on her for the sake of protecting her. If she sees through to how much you've held onto her (re:tmobile pic) and still care, she migh come back around to the possibility you two had. She's one of my favorite people, and you have become so too.
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