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it happened at 11pm on may the 4th. i was leaving work and got the bad news. prolly the worst news ever. she ended it. just like that. she couldnt keep the pain she had to move on. i know for a fact she wont. not anytime soon. neither will i. im so numb right now i havent cried. i havent slept or eaten much. i have neusea whenever i even think of food. i wish i knew when my life will get better. cuz as of may 6th 2009 i have hit rock bottom. and im so bitter. not angry. just bitter. i wont stop loving u. this isnt over. not for me. not for us. u will always, always be my bethy boo. my bethany ann nielsen. thats all i gotta say about that.